the sun has come out! gotta love bipolar mood swings

So after a mini nervous breakdown last night and a restless night of sleep...I was up every half hour it seemed...I woke up today in a good mood. LOL! I love being bipolar. Someone mentioned in another thread...don't even remember if it was one of mine...that when they get down they just remember that it will pass soon enough with all the mood swings. (not a direct quote, just what I remember off the top of my head) Anyway, I called my doc today for blood work, waiting to hear back from them, and I'm going to try to enjoy today. I haven't been sick yet...haven't eaten though...so if I'm feeling like this later I *might* even try to go out to dinner with the only 2 friends we really have here in town. All my friends have moved away...I'm the only one still stuck in this town. Anyway just wanted to fill you guys in on my rollercoaster. Hope everyone else is having a good day.

thanks b...my mood has come down a little, I think just because I'm so tired. still haven't heard from the doc about my blood work. I hope they get back to me soon so I can get to the blood place today before they close.

Glad to hear you're feeling a little better!

yeah, but our depression gets so much more severe sometimes. it would almost be great to be manic all the time...

I've always have much more problems with manias. I had the bad thought many times in my depressions. But I was much more destructive in the other side. Had numerous run ins with the law. Lost $12,000 at a craps table one time. Wrecked many vehicles. Once climbed a TV tower (fun, but I don't recommend it). Drove all over the US and no one knew where I was. Hurt some folks. Luckily, no marriage infidelities. Not that I didn't try, I'm just so butt ugly.