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Posted 12/9/2009 5:32 AM (GMT 0)
So the new meds are working, but I've been down sick teh past few days with a horrid cold. I want to be out doing things, getting stuff done, but either the weather, or money, or the cars, or this cold have kept me down. I'm losing my mind!!!!

Each thing I've tried to do in the house has gone horribly wrong.

My sewing machine simply refuses to sew together the fabric for my new jacket, the cake I tried to bake tonight fell apart on me (not sure why) my Xmas present didn;t assemble the right way ( I blame the cold medicine) and overall I'm just nearly in tears.

With my husband working night shifts, I'm alone most of the time, and with this cold I don;t want to invite or go out to see friends and get anyone else sick.
Posted 12/9/2009 1:44 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Kiraz,

I wish I could fix those things for you, but alas...

So instead I will simply send you hugs and support and let you know you're not alone.

Keep your chin up!
serafena
Posted 12/9/2009 2:44 PM (GMT 0)

I call those "muck luck days", everything I touch goes wrong. I know what you mean about the money, weather, feeling well..............Hopefully today, all will fall into place for you and you will start feeling better soon.

More (((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))

Gem 

Posted 12/9/2009 4:49 PM (GMT 0)
This too shall pass.
Posted 12/9/2009 11:07 PM (GMT 0)
and so it has. the cold is clearing up, and i made the best looking and tasting cake in a long time.
Posted 12/10/2009 4:54 AM (GMT 0)
More cake... everyone online is baking cakes, and it's making me hungry. I LOVE cake. Almost as much as ice cream. Oh man, now I've got a craving!
Posted 12/10/2009 10:18 AM (GMT 0)
it's my new passion, baking fancy cakes all pretty looking. of course, i baked it, and didn't even want a piece.
Posted 12/10/2009 6:54 PM (GMT 0)
Hi, remember you have friends like us on the forums who are here to support and help you. Here I will tell you my problem, maybe that will help you see yours isn't so bad.

I am bipolar, I just broke my foot 6 days ago, I can't walk worth a crap, I am a clean freak and I can't just get up and go cleaning my house, I have horses who need fed every morning, so I have to rely on my kids to help me. I end up taking them about 15 minutes late to school just so I can make sure the horses have food and water ( ever since it got cold out the water freezes, making it even harder). I feel like I am tied down and worthless. This broken foot has triggered many episodes for me, and I am not handling them to well. Money is stressing me, christmas is stressing me, bills I can't pay etc...... I am ashamed to tell my husband I can't pay a bill, after all he works his butt off. I spent money I should have never spent, and now I can't change it.

I am feeling super crummy.

so hey, hang in there. I am having a crummy day/days too.

((((((((((((Big Hugs))))))))))))))

I am so happy your cake turned out great! :)

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Posted 12/11/2009 7:21 AM (GMT 0)
i understand the money thing. I sew. and just spent 80$ on fabric I shouldn;t have. But the outfit turned out awesome!
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