I think finding a working environment that well suits you when you have this kind of disorder is very important. Employers for the most part could give a care about
you, as long as you are there everyday. I missed alot of work last year and I just knew I woud loose my job but my employer was pretty understanding even though they do not know I am bipolar. All the girls in the office think my problems come from menopause, which does not help, but after being bipolar, the girlie stuff is a drop in the bucket. I really do know what you mean, I have had days that I would have rather died than been at work I felt so bad.
Good luck and I hope your meds kick in and work great for you. Have faith.....
Gem