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Posted 9/29/2010 3:36 PM (GMT 0)
skull    im a first timer to this site and i guess ill use it as a journalish type thing if anyone responds they do if not at least im releasing my own inner demons.   so im finally think i can feel myself coming back out of this pit. i actually woke up without curling in a ball and crying and although it is early yet the day seems somewhat bearably.     so maybe my hyper, can get crap done side is finally coming .where i can smile and eat and be a mom and wife. the side people think im high and must be on something because last week she could barely work and was in tears side. buy screw them. they dont live  my life and im happy for them.
Posted 9/29/2010 3:51 PM (GMT 0)
Hi kitten. Glad you joined us! Can you tell us a bit about you (age, diagnosis, etc) to help us get to "know" you? We really do see each poster as a person, grow very close and love each other.
Posted 9/29/2010 4:23 PM (GMT 0)
Hi evolkitten. I hope this place might bring you a little relief and support. Maybe you can vent here some. We feel your pain. Sometimes life really sucks especially for bipolar. We are here for you. :-)
Posted 9/29/2010 7:55 PM (GMT 0)
Hi evolkitten!  I am a newbie too - just joined several days ago.  People really do read your posts here and respond.  There is good support.  I too would love to know a little bit more about you.  Glad you are crawling up out of the hole.
Posted 9/29/2010 8:35 PM (GMT 0)
Welcome  here...........do you have Bipolar?

hugs, Caren

Posted 10/11/2010 5:47 PM (GMT 0)
yes actually i was just diagnosed with bi polar1 with depression and hypo mania , whew sounds worse then it is right anyways i dont go back alllllllll the way until monday, and they'll do tests first ;bloodwork,ekg,and such but it seems forever away and being a recovering alcholic with an addictive personality i cant take things like xanax or valium cause i like it a little too much. and they want to try an anti-physchotic which makes me feel like im nuts but ive read it has been used and had results but everyone is diffrent . but i thought i was doing okay then yesterday was bad now today is okay. but thank you for all your reponses and i appreciate your warmth have bareable day
Posted 10/11/2010 5:48 PM (GMT 0)
oh and im 33 with a 12 year old and married to highschool sweetheart for 13 years
Posted 10/11/2010 10:52 PM (GMT 0)
sometimes i can feel this overwhelming sense of desperation,
the two lives i have living in complete seperation.
cant get along enough to keep my thoughts quiet,
and thats when all these emotions moods start their riot,

the light of that so called tunnel doesnt get brighter,
and the darkness is so dark it'll never get lighter.
and when that flame finally fades,
noone will even notice ot remeber the look on her face.

but when that day comes that the light is so bright,
and this empty soul will fight,
to keep it close to hold on tight.
Posted 10/11/2010 10:58 PM (GMT 0)
Kitten - I REALLY hesitated about taking a med that was in the anti-psychotic group. It just sounds awful. But it has helped me so much. Don't be afraid of the name. It's just a medication and it might be the perfect one to help you be more stable.
Posted 10/12/2010 11:32 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Kitten, I'm a newbie also, I think you'll find there are really great people here :)
Posted 10/13/2010 3:15 AM (GMT 0)
Hello Kitten,

Welcome to HealingWell and the Bipolar Forum. It is good to have you on board!
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