WE ARE BIPOLAR AND WE ARE BLESSED

I used to hate being alone with my thoughts whether I was depressed or manic.. Now I love the flow of the know! And Im getting worse now? wow... I should go back hating life so everyone else is happy it seems :) Just thoughts not attacks. I know you are trying to help but I believe we are programmed all our life by our enviroments and social structures. Im just writing my own program now (I speak in metaphors and analogies and always have so no that is not different) and as long as it does not conflict with the 1st law my logic is undeniable... :) Now I made 1k dollars today (no lie I have a good business when the work is there) so you are right that is an INSANE amount of money... Not bragging just showing u how I make it work for ME.

I see your logic.. why do you think Im here? to learn and discern.

You are all brilliant people by the way, you are seeing what affects you and others and are helping me in the process...Thank You

I don't know about the rest of the group, but I don't want anything that triggers anything! I've spent years trying to overcome triggers, and I like the feeling of keeping things calm and cool, pleasant and relaxed--at most, warm, healthy, and lively.

These postings are like that of a chameleon--changing colors at every turn of the page. First it is, then it isn't, then it's that--no, it isn't that; it's something else.  It also needs to be integrated.

Alcoholics cannot integrate information, Mechanicalhouse, so you

need help to get things in order for your thought process.  Medication may do that, or psychotherapy may do it.  We really can't do that for you.  We can tell you only what works for us.

We need to have something that can be gripped; that takes the calm, thinking mind that uses reason as its guide.  (And reason isn't easily obtained.  Socrates said we have to grovel for it.  I think he was right.)

I don't know why you are resisting medication, Mechanicalhouse, but you definitely will be consistent with your thoughts if you will let your psychiatrist medicate you adequately.

Do you know that there are only 2 or 3 people in the world who can  understand Einstein's theory of relativity? Even E=MCsquared is considered very complex physics.  Please go back over Bill's post on page 2. He's on target, Mechanicalhouse.

I'm still catching up on rest from yesterday.

Goodnight, everybody.

It's Genetic

Post Edited (It's Genetic) : 1/30/2012 4:53:21 PM (GMT-7)

another thought while Im listening to Mozart and RELAXING. Laws apply to everything across the board. I believe in God which I was told was a mental illness in itself so in that respect Tim Tebow should be but in a str8 jacket and hauled away IMMIDIATELY bc that man sees something that the MAJORITY does NOT see... hmmmm maybe little Timmy is Bipolar too...who knows. I am told I am really sick if I try to comprehend the "disease I have" hmmmmm I thought comprehension of a problem was the precurser for solving it.. I am told I CANNOT regulate my chemicals... hmmmm I see people do it all the time in less severity, I just have to try a little harder. No problem Im bipolar so all I do is try until I succeed. Everytime I have ever heard you CANT in my life I have proved it wrong... Now tell me what I CANT do again... :)

ok... I dont have to be 1st .. I can be 4th on the E=MC2 thing a ma jig :)

It was ok.. Didnt care what you were calling me as long as the phone rang :)

I just wrote myself a prescription for laughter (to stay true to natural means) I heard it was the best medicine..lol . Ok now Im medicated. Now does ANYONE have a positive perspective of things without the balance of a negative thought process? I see negative thoughts as being problems that have to be solved... once solved whats left? All positive. is there not a natural substance that can calm someone without making other systems worse? If you treat one problem and cause another is that balance? Please explain where us laymen can understand... Im just not seeing it. Should we all not think this way?

Wow, that was intense. A tornado brought Mechanical House in and A tornado swept Mechanical House out.

Thinking he was mechanical horse, I thought it funny that he made a bipolar flippant joke about "Tortoise". I thought "You are a horse so why pay out on a tortoise?" hahaha

He'll be back. He's manic and he gets attention here :)

nope.. not me. And I am sorry for changing my mind after my last post...LOl good horse joke :) I still had the screen up when I came back and noticed your posts before I closed it. I am not manic lol.. I know mania and there is no mania since saturday night when my bro in law explained to me I might run out of chemicals.. gotta conserve then.. Lock my post? would I get a key to get back in? I have a friend that is a locksmith, I could call him :) Anyway I do need HELP moving this furniture right now.. any one game for that kinda help? lol now im just toying with you since you obviously think im out of my mind ill just step into yours :) NOT going to deny I love attention though.. It staves off boredom if done right.

BTW E=MC2 MAYB IT MEANS MASS AND ENERY STAY CONSTANT THROUGH CHANGING STATES OF MATTER BUT WHAT MANIPULATES IT IS FREQUENCY OF VIBRATIONS (SPEED) JUST A GUESS. i WILL READ MORE THAN TWO PARAGRAPHS TOMORROW AND ADD MORE IF i AM WRONG ON MY INITIAL, NOT TRYING VERY HARD HYPOTHESIS.

In that case (in a perfect vacuum) the theory of perpetual motion is concievable since nothing is lost through the process. the ouput is just as great as the input just in another form... (changing states of matter) am I on the right track?

I challenge someone to tell me the difference between the atoms in my body and the atoms in lets say an apple besides rearangement of electrons and protons which are also the same electrons and protons that are in me and in my car battery.. Hmmmmm This will be my last post and I will not be back bc I need to see the beauty in the world. I have seen all the ugliness I can stand in the 33yrs before now and know Im on my correct path in life. Lock my post so no one else sees the truth.. it might start an epidemic.. MY LOGIC IS UNDENIABLE :) I said GOODDAY sir !