I met the greatest guy! he is so sweet! and i told him about
my mental illnesses and even about
when i was commited and it didn't bother him. I told him i couldn't attempt suicide again because the last time i tried i told God if he pulled me through i wouldn't do it again and I'd start trying harder. I havent self mutilated or attempted since. I think i actually found the rite guy for me. He's so sweet and he buys me lil gifts and we can talk to each other about
like pretty much anything. He's makin me feel ok to be myself. I'm not trying to jump into anything or anything, but we're dating now and I'm just so happy. I'm not manic rite now either and i can sleep without unisom. I do take a xanax though before i go to sleep because if i don't I'll wake myself up in a panic attack. I'm so happy
