I was actually going to post the same question today!!
I guess my question has been answered.
When I was diagnosed with BP2 (Hypomanic) with depression being the worst symptom also having a history of Anxiety, I was put on different meds too.
SSRI's, made things worse, increased the cycles in regaurds to highs and lows, mostly lows, with more frequent intervals.
Anti-epileptic (Lamictal) did nothing for me in regards to the depression. In fact i got nasty Headaches from this medicine.
I decided 2 years ago that i would try med free. As the side effects and lack of improvment from these meds.
I decided that education on this illness was a good start, so I read as much as i can on bpd, symptoms, triggers etc.
I also keep a mood journal, so i what sets my up or down, ive learned what my triggers are.
Thats the easy part.
The hard part is when it comes on out of what seems like no where, or if an unavoidable triggers sets it.
I can fall in too a mild to moderated depressive bout that can last minutes, to hours, even days or at worst, a week or weeks.
Because of my failures with medications, i just wait it out and stay active. Which can be hard for me since i have fibromyalgia also, but i still do it.
So far, for the past two years, no matter hard it may get at times, it always passes, i tell myself, this is just a storm passing through, some times the weathers predictable, sometimes not, but I always have my rain jacket of comfort and umbrella that proctects me.
For me that is ME that is my relationship Jesus Christ as i am Christian.
Ive even prayed, Ive asked God what is his will for me concerning this condition, If i am supposed to take meds then find me the right one, so if things get really bad for me and doesn't ease up, i know how to reach my Psychiatrist.
However, at this point my foundation as mentioned above has kept me from sinking, as well as knowledge of whats going on with me and skill im learning to accept, cope and get through my symptoms. For 2 years this has worked for ME.
I live a normal, productive life with a family and a job.
I practice my faith regulary, which helps me
I excercise
Also, I try to get in good laughter everyday, A laugh freinds co workers, and every night I watch one or two of my favorite clean family comedy shows for a good laugh. I love to go to bed with laughter.
Will I ever need meds?
Will thered ever be one that works for me?
Only God knows, but so far, I'm med free and over all doing just fine in the midst of the storm.