Another Breakup

I did it again. Broke up with my boyfriend. This is the 6th time. I feel loss and grief and raw pain. I text him after 2days...have not seen him in a week...no text back. Can't blame him. It's what I deserve for sure.

Why do I impulsively screw up relationships...love me and leave em?

I'm going to co-dependents anonymous and it's not helping. He wasn't healthy for me in a lot of ways and he was an outlaw and we were outlaws together but I couldn't live life on the edge. I was too scared.now I'm living with my Mother and I'm going crazy!

Help

Hello red lightening,

I am sorry about your break-up. Please know that this is probably for the better since you said he was not healthy for you. Sometimes, we have to eliminate the unhealthy relationships and move forward. Unhealthy relationship is not good and it can affect your health.

It will be tough and you will feel lots of emotions. You will miss him. It will take some time before you feel better.

How long have you been at Co-dependents Anonymous? Sometimes, it can take some time to work. However, you have to be open in your meetings.

Take some time for you. Do something for yourself. Treat yourself! Go to the movies-carry your mum or a friend if you like, go for a nice lunch or dinner, read a nice book, get a massage, etc.

Please know that we care and you are not alone in this. We are here for you.

I hope you will feel better.

*Hugs*
UA

i send healing thoughts your way.