I am about to lose my job

I am about to lose my job because I have been getting complaints from co workers that I smell. And I don't care. But I need my job and I need to care but sometimes it just isn't there. In fact, most times it isn't there. This has been going on for a year now. I know it is from depression, I take 3 medicines for that. Zoloft, Abilify and Buspirone. But I just changed to Latuda, anyone ever heard anything about that one? I have a therapist that is helping me with this, but some days it really worries me. The worst part is, I don't want to shower and I know it could cost me my job if I get sent home again because of the smell. But that doesn't seem to be enough to convince me to get my **** together. It is so frustrating to have my supervisor ask me if I took a shower this morning and I lie and tell her yes, I did. Because I am too humiliated to admit that it is a chore to do it, so some mornings I don't. On top of that problem, I have an apartment with a soaked carpet because the maintenance man won't come into my messy apartment to work on the problem. He lies to the owner and tells him that there is no leak and that I have boxes all over the place so he can't wet vac. I have spent over a month cleaning up the boxes so he can get to the floor, but he won't come and take care of the problem. I am feeling so hopeless and frustrated over all this. I don't know what to do anymore. Is there anyone out there with any words of advice or encouragement because I don't know how much longer I can stand this.
Torri

Thanks for the suggestion. I will definitely give it a try.