Posted 10/13/2014 12:50 AM (GMT 0)
thank you 2frogs for responding. No body has tried to make me feel guilty, it just has been a long haul and I am in the medical profession and people have come up to me (other nurses) and have said, "have you heard that so and so is a maniac depressive? I have just stayed calm and looked ignorant and said "O really, what does that mean? Then I have to listen to what they think it means. Yes, my family has frequently reminded me of my bad decisions over the years and when I did that etc. I was on ssd for it for 14 yrs, then I took myself off of it because I wanted my self esteem back and wanted to desperately work again. That has been very difficult, but I now know why, and it has everything to do with ADHD. When I learned that, all the pieces fell in together. Am still learning. Thank you