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There are different symptoms and signs included in Bipolar disorder.
The signs you mentioned like bad sleeping patterns, talking rapidly, irritable sounds like the manic episode. while the others are signs of depression. It an be that you are experiencing a mixed episode. A person with mixed episodes experiences both mood types of mood. This includes mania and depression simultaneously or in a rapid sequence.
I would suggest you talk your your psychiatrist about
this as they would be able to help you.
I'm sorry you experience the side effects of the meds. Maybe you can try it again but start off with a small dosage and see what happens...
You can also call hotlines and talk to someone if you are overwhelmed. They are helpful.
Please remember that we are here for you. I hope things will get better. Keep us updated on how you're doing.
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