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Haha that's funny, but true. LOL So anything new with you? I'm going to try to surprise my husband on Father's Day! He needs a new wedding ring because his is getting to small and it's getting beat up. I'm thinking a tunskan ring. It's a really hard ring.

I ordered it! It's tungsen and it has a celtic design on it. It's kinda like that bands that were on his other ring. It was super check compared to gold rings. Even if their sizing is wrong or he doesn't like it we can pick out another one and it will be fine.

How long were you with your ex? Break ups do suck. I haven't had to deal with that but I do remember when I was younger and way back in the days when me and my husband used to fight before I was being medicated. Now things are awesome. Thank goodness for drugs. LOL

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Of course it's the way to go. Especially when you get free shipping most of the time. I live out in the country and it's like 20-30 minute drive to get anywhere. I try to save my gas anytime I can. It's up to $2.79/gallon and that's a bit steep for me.

I'm sorry that your relationship had to end but now you don't have someone controlling or getting jealous at you. You don't need that in your life. It will get easier in time. Maybe you'll find someone really amazing and he can like you for you even with the disorder.

I did my budget for the month of July and I have some money to spend. I'm going to take my daughter to Victoria Secret's since they are having a sale and if we have any left over maybe we can go to Bath and Body Works. They are having a sale too. That way she can save her money and still feel like she gets spoiled. It always feels good to treat yourself to something. I know I do. Plus me and my son are going to see a ball game since he got 2 free tickets. It should be a good time.

So what do you do at your job? It must be interesting since it keeps your mind of things.

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I know! I liked it when it was $1.89/gallon. You could actually go a lot of places for your money.

Stay strong. They say crazy is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result. You can make a great life for yourself.

I was always that kind of person at my old job. Then when I went to a calling service and my meds changing I just had a mental breakdown and decided that enough was enough and talked to my NP to see what she thought about me going on disability. She agreed it was a great move for me. I did it and within 7 months I was on disability. My life is so much better and relaxing. I can do things without going crazy and doing reckless/risky behavior. I sometimes think that I could go back to working but then something happens at home with the kids and it pushes me to my limits. I can't imagine putting that with work and still keep my stuff together. I realized that when I did work and tried to do my family things. I was 50% with everything but thought I was at 100%. I didn't realize how bad those things made me at work.

I can't wait to go shopping with her. We have so much fun doing stuff like that. We have great talks together and talk about all kinds of things.

My piercing is healing nicely. It's still a little sore. If I don't clean it 3 times a day or if I accidentally sleep on that side then it hurts. I give it 10 weeks and then it should be good. It's basically 3 piercings at one time, but it will look amazing when I get the studs in. If I could show you a pic of my ear you could see how blingy it will be. Not trashy just shiny.

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If you look up triple forward helix you'll see what it would look like. I have 14 tattoos. I have to get 4 more and then I'm done. I want to get this mother and child charm on my foot with a tattoo symbol that means "mothers love" and my and daughter and I are getting matching tattoos and I want to get my son's football number with a helmet with it. I just want to make sure he has the same number when he gets in high school.

Well it's to bad that we have so much distance between us. We could take a walk and chat about our days. Do some kind of craft. I really don't have any friends. My best friends from 6th grade lives about 45 minutes away. I always drive to see her because she can't be in a car to long because she has MS. We don't do much together just talk about the old days. I wish we did something together. Then there is this girl that is engaged to my husbands old co-worker. We do stuff together and have a good time sometimes, but she is 10 years younger than me and sometimes it does annoy me. Plus I'm always there for her but it's never the same for me. Having said that, I really don't need much either. My kids are in their teens, I don't work, I usually have a routine and I like to crafts. She has a 1, 4 & 7 year old kids. She yells at them most of the time and she just recently started smoking pot to mellow out. I mean I don't mind pot because I tried it to see if it would help with my disorder but I thought other meds would have better results. She acts goofy when she's high and acts like an idiot. I would love to have a friend that lived close by and we could do things together. I go to a crochet group but they are way older than me and are still working or have their own thing. Maybe some day it will happen.

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My one neighbor is my brother-in-law and his wife. They work all the time and are hermits in their house. My other neighbor are a way older couple. They have been there forever. Other people on my road are working or just not someone I would hang out with. It's not that my friend's age is the matter it's just that she is really mean to the kids especially her step daughter. She is very selfish and doesn't really do things for others. I can't be around her to much because it starts to bother me. It is what it is.

I go grocery shopping once a week. I usually spend between $90-$120 a week. I can only go shopping once a week because if I waited longer I would feel overwhelmed and I can go once a month because I don't have the space for that. You are going to laugh at how I make my grocery list. I put down what I want and next to it I put the price down because I remember how much it is. So I know how much I'm spending before I go. If I find it cheaper than what I put then I know I'm already saving money. It works out really well. I'm a dork like that. I can't do couponing because they never have the coupons I need because I usually get generic items. Plus some of the coupons are things I don't need. I find my methods to be just right and it works out for me. Silly but works. I also have those bags that fit into your cart and then you just pick them up and put them in your car. It's on tv commercials. I have 4 of them and they are amazing!! I recommend them to anyone. Next week I'm starting Weight Watchers and working out more. I really hope there will be a change. I would love to lose 50-60 lbs.

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I know right!!

Sweet! I'm glad I'm not the only person that does that. Some people look at me like it's crazy. Well I like to know how much I'm going to spend and not be surprised.

I will definitely keep you posted on my progress. I really want to make a difference. I'm so sick of feeling like crap. I had a can of Sprite today and it was the first pop I have had in almost 2 weeks. It tasted so good but I hated that bloated feeling.

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