Bipolar boyfriend blocked me. Please help

Hi all.

I need some advice. I met this man online a month ago and we hit it off. After the first date I met his son and all was well. Week after we met he told me he has bipolar and explained what it is and what it does to him, which helped because I've never dated someone with bipolar or a mental illness. It was a bit hard for me to come to terms but I honestly just saw him and not the bipolar so I gave it a chance. Thereafter he told me his son got diagnosed with anxiety and depression so I knew what to do. Support and patience, which helped because recently I've been noticing him looking less worried and tired and hes laughing more. This weekend we had our first ever argument and it got really nasty on my part because a lot of frustration came that i had been suppressing for a while as I have been feeling neglected and pushed away but couldn't say much because he made things look as though I was attacking his kids. I did something which I regret, I didnt physically hurt him but I did throw cold water at him. The next morning after the fight he didnt give me any silent treatment he spoke when needed and we didnt address the fight. Ge dropped me gone as he was going to see his son and we didnt speak the whole way. As I was about to get out the car he told me he will talk to me later and that was it. I waited to hear from him and in the afternoon I saw he has blocked me in WhatsApp and from calling. I know what I did was disgusting and I accept full responsibility because there was no need for me to go there. I dont know if its over and a part of me doesn't feel like begging because I know in the back of my mind it's done. Is there any way to reconcile? I really like him and I am willing to address my anger but at the same time I want him to know this and I want to know if there's any going back from this. I'm so gutted.

Hi Muntu,

He has a kid, so he would seek his kids interest first, and do what he knows is best for his kid.

Let things be. If he wants to contact you, he will eventually. But for now, I would suggest you work on yourself, and your anger since this is something you are willing to work on. Work on these things before you try to reconcile, or get into another relationship.

UA