I just feel like all the doors in my life are closing. I hate living at home, but I do not have money nor am I allowed to move out. I just feel trapped in this hellish nightmare, that never seems to end.
I can't take any meds for the way I am feeling, because I don't react well to SSRI.
I won't be able to buy a car soon, because most of the cars in my budget are crap. Hopefully, in the summer something will turn out. I am sooo bored that I can't take it anymore. I can go too far, or I may not have a way home. I can't stay out too late, then I def, won't have a way home.
I think I am gonna flunk not 1 but 2 classes. I am soooo unmotivated and depressed that I can't get anything done. I am not saying this as an excuse, but I have tried countless times to get my work done, and can't get anywhere.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I am sorry for writing all this down, I hope I am not being a bore. 