olivia, i am soooooooooooooooo glad that you're still here.
i have had a real time of it. my dr lied to me (should i be suprised?) he said that a few weeks after i gave up smoking i would be ablt to breath better. HA!!!!!!!!!!!! not being able to breath took me to the er twice and into in-patient status for several days. I am using my nebulizer at least twice a day and usually 3/4 times a day. is it helping? well, at least i am not bed bound.
also my back. it has been running an averade of 5/6 and peaking at 9 on many days. when meditation wimps out, i turn to morophine.
problem is i now hallucinate and forget things from one minute to another.
oh, well. this too shall pass (or not).
glad to see you, olivia. hope you arre doing better.
warren