more stress...making me worse. my boyfriend is taking my dad to the doctor and right after he leaves he calls and tells me he can't get anywhere because there are police and baracades all over the place. as he's telling me this across my tv screen comes a scroll...I was assuming it was a weather report because it's storming pretty bad, but no. it's a warning for all residents where I live to stay in their houses and if traveling avoid the area right where my boyfriend was. he was in the middle of a dangerous pursuit of an armed man, they didn't specify if it was on foot or by car, and there are helicopters circling the area...it's all I hear along with sirens. the police are searching with the helicopters, they are on foot, and in cars. the ones on foot are running around with guns drawn! so I get him out of the area...he's not from here so he's still not familar with the area and he calls me back and now there are unmarked SUVs with lights on their dashboards speeding past him.
he finally gets far enough away and then another scroll goes on the screen. this time warning of funnel clouds developing all over the area! for the most part now he's out of danger of both situations, they are at the doctor's office as I type, but now the danger is getting closer to me! my biggest anxiety/fear is people breaking in or attacking me and now the chances are improving that this could happen. I have my security system and hidden cameras on by the doors and that's all I can do I guess. yes I have a lot of security because of how paranoid I am. I have all that and I still can't sleep at night.
I don't know what to do with myself. I'm alone and terrified. Plus seeing and hearing things.