Hello E!,
You will find lots of encouragement here and a chance to vent to people that know exactly what you are going through. The great thing is that it may be a way of giving someone else hope or a different view on this problem and helping other people when you can is always a good thing. I am at the point where disability is looming. I can do OK just to be home and take care of my family and me, but when I add work on top of it the stress is more than I can handle. I have been working 30 years and I certainly think I deserve a break to help myself get better. I am just hanging in there as long as possible.
Welcome and chat with you later. 
BP Gemini