I am posting because taking Geodon has changed my life, and I hope it continues to help or decrease the episodes of self destruction I have. My family was going through hell with me over the last year, and because I have Bulimia i was terrified to take any antipsych med. Well this last episode when I shaved my head and took pills (not to kill myself) and do not remember doing it, plus three day I can't remember out of my life. I went to my pdoc and said I will get on anything to help me to stop these episodes of self destruction, and he started me on Geodon. What a difference, and yes some side effects are harsh, but I do not care anymore. I am looking forward to tomorrow and that is great for me, plus I have let my hair grow into what ever color GOD wants it to be, yest and that is ok with me. I will keep updating, but hope it will be good updating.