Stephanie
"But my husband knows everything. He keeps telling me he needs me, he loves me, he wants to help me."
Read that over and over and over. And believe that.
Read this once:
"But maybe he'd be happier without me around, and he just doesn't know that."
And don't believe a word of that. If he has been there for you, and will be there for you, then you need to be there for him.
The person you are really running away from is your manic self. And you know, deep down, as much as the mania is trying to fool you, that you cannot run away from yourself.
Your husband will miss you very much. And your children need their awesome Mommy.
Just keep telling yourself that it's the mania.
OBB
Post Edited (O Buddy Boy) : 11/17/2009 10:29:38 AM (GMT-7)