Oh serafena, I'm so sorry you're going through this. (((((((((((((((((((((BIG hug)))))))))))))))))))))) I wish there was something I could do, but you are in my thoughts. Depression is the worst and of course this was triggered for you. Take it moment to moment, enjoy time with your family...I am sure your daughter can cheer you up
Do some soothing comforting things. Have you ever done yoga?
We are here for you always. Take care of yourself, you will get through this.