Very nervous for my trip to the city

I will be taking a bus 5 hours to a city I am only sort of familiar with... to meet up with a girl I haven't seen in a year because she lives in Paris.
I'm very excited except I know my friend will want to go out clubbing and all sorts of things and I take seroquel at 8:30pm every night and go to bed about two hours later... I can't drink on the seroquel, I can't go out on it..
So i started taking it later and later and i'm taking it now at 10pm and I might start taking 200mg instead of 300mg but I am very worried the dose isn't going to be enough to keep me stable in the city. I just wish I could go out with my friend like a normal 18 year old girl... but I can't do anything on the seroquel. what to do??? the last time i saw her i was in paris and we stayed out until 4am every night partying and drinking.. i am not the same girl she used to know. i am so worried.


ps i will be in the chat room for about a half hour or so if anyone wants to talk. i would love someone to talk to right now.

  Good luck Viox, just do your best. and be safe.  Its tough, people just dont understand what we have to do and go thru to keep 'normal''.

   Bill