Just wanted you folks to know that my pdoc decided to put me in the psych ward tomorrow. My depression and panic/anxiety are overwhelming and not getting better. He feels he needs a new set of eyes to look at me--plus he feels medical tests, such as an MRI, are necessary.
I'm scared out of my mind about going into the psych ward, but lying in bed all day having panic attacks is no way to live. So, I'm willing to give this a chance. Maybe we'll find out what's wrong with me. Or what meds to use on me to make me come back from this shadowland in which I seem to be living.
Anyway, I just didn't want you folks to be concerned if you didn't hear from me for a while.
Trying to hang in there,
Havana