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Posted 8/21/2010 11:22 PM (GMT 0)
emotionally i dont know where i am
well, lately ive been napping .. usually i sign of depression...
i can't recall if its more than usual but it seems that way..
i feel peaceful all the time and not exactly depressed, just bored maybe.. not really sure what i feel.
i need to know if the meds are taking me forwards or backwards here...
i do know theres much less pain and muscle fatigue, or it seems that way..
not perfect yet, neck and back still hurt occasionally but less often.. (YAY)
so i dont know where i am but no one can tell me but me..
maybe cuz its hot outside so i am stuck inside ? not sleeping well at night?
its a mystery..
i guess i just have to say its all part of the process
Posted 8/22/2010 11:55 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Hero. Sometimes mood isn't "cut and dried." Like sometimes I have something that feels like hypomania, but it is so short that I don't think I can call it that. It's just an "elevated mood," and I'm starting to get used to it, relax, and enjoy it.

If I can guess, I would think it is just a slightly depressed mood. Maybe something you can do to lift it to something you're comfortable with?
Posted 8/23/2010 12:03 AM (GMT 0)
That sounds about right, tortoise...
I guess being jobless and super-un-busy is taking its toll on me. When i have projects or things to do i get nothing done or get super nervous about having things to do .. such a big change.. but if i can make myself actually do them i feel better and start to have fun :)
so .. i just need to stay busier and productive, i think~!
thanks for the validation~~
Posted 8/23/2010 1:24 AM (GMT 0)
I have to stay busy or I get depressed. But if I have too much to do I panic! rolleyes lol

I hope you have something you can do that enjoy and doesn't overwhelm you. :)
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