hope

I finally got the courage to go to the free clinic yesterday. It was scary and after waiting in line they told me they weren't taking in any new patients. They gave me a sheet that had a few other places I might could go, based on my income. There was a mental health center on there and it turned out that it was the same place were i got an appointment at earlier. Also my mom told me yesterday that I could get back on her insurance until I graduate from college. I think it is starting to come together now. I did change my diet based on the post that its genetic put on my concentration forum.I also tried to separate my emotional thoughts from my work, which is very hard, but I have been able to concentrate a lot better on my schoolwork. I feel a lot better now too, since I've eliminated pain killers, I didn't realize how It was hurting me.I am still in the storm but at least now I can see a gleam of light and I think that's my light house.

thanks and yep good for us.