crashing

it's been so many good days then i wake up and wham, out of nowhere.

here come the tears..... too much running through my head at once..
yesturday my sister called and needs a place to stay.. needs to get away from her boyfriend. she's allready got a transfer lined up to a job out here.. and i can;t turn her away.

then this morning my husband asks me to help him with the motorcycle, no problem till the bike wobbles and my finger gets crunched.... now i might have a broken finger and suddenly the world is against me.

i'm alone in the house for the rest of the day and i'm freaking out.

Lots of stress for you of late. Arriving in a big heap. And physical pain, oh d----.
Hope the finger isn't too cumbersome or painful.
As suggested, you need a distraction perhaps. Good that you had a cry.
Good laugh, good cry, such a cathartic.