Posted 12/24/2011 12:36 AM (GMT 0)
At times I too get the feeling of being on the verge of something!! Something is about to happen and it will be amazing. Admittedly I just got the job of my dreams in the ED of a large hospital, however, it isn't due to start till January, and already I am starting to think, "what if it was a mistake, what if I don't pass the medical etc". Sleep eludes me, and as I am doing agency nursing right now, I often sleep till early afternoon (unless they have phoned me for a shift) then I am up half the night, and so the cycle continues.
I was spending money like you, but lately just haven't been getting enough shifts so literally haven't had the money, but still get the urge to spend.
Had to drop my Seroquel XR from 200 back to 1/2 table (50mg) as was making my mouth so dry, and I was acting like a zombie until early evening, couldn't function.
As for Xmas Eve, well, I think that's ok anyway, I enjoy my alone time mostly, although sometimes, like last night I want to do something in the middle of the night...!!! know there are many of us out there alone on these holidays, and I am beginning to realise it is o.k. Think I would rather be alone than fighting through the idiots who are drunk, and driving like maniacs. Do take care.