Webster said it best when he said...........
Oxymoron - a combination of contradictory or incongruous words. That is what family and vacations are. I spent all day yesterday in a gut wrenching anxiety. I am flying to Orlando Florida at 12:15 from San Francisco. I will be seeing my parents that I moved so very very very far away from. Funny thing is, I do miss them, I'm excited to see them. Just.........dunno. Nervous. I think you all were right. I think I get so afraid of thier abandonment that I reject them first or hand them the script. Nuts.
Most people say geographical changes don't work. For the most part they don't, but this one has in a way. I am excited to see my son too. He's been their for the summer with my parents. Can't wait to snuggle with my snuggle bear. He is my oldest and has endured most of the insainity of my illness. I swear I'll make it up to him someday. We are going to stay at a hotel and order room service with Grammy and play pranks on the hotel staff:) ONLY because my dad runs the place and I want to make an impression.
ok, this is rambling. I will try to add to this posting while I'm there to let ya all know how its going. Hopefully it'll STOP RAINING LONG ENOUGH, ha ha ha.....
Hope all is well with everyone. Hey its Thursday, we have.....noses and knees.......life is good :)
Jenn