help me i am in hell

Never fails does it Shannon when you leave the house all h*** breaks loose. Sorry sweetie. unfortunately I am not in great spirits either. Ohhhhh big suprise. It seems I am having more bad days than good. Almost outta my meds , but right now that does not seem to bother me. I hate this too. I had to pick up Jaylynn from preschool today and the dumb girls didn't even know what group she was in. There are two groups , one is called polliwogs and the other froggies. Well then she finally told me she was in froggies, I said why she already knows her freakin numbers and the letters. Hello she knew that crap a long time ago. She should be bumped up. She looked at me and said yeah but we don't like to push kids up in case they get frustrated . And besides she said Jaylynn doesn't know all 10 numbers in Spanish. I said oh excuse me, didn't know that was a requirement . Bilingual at 3 ! Ha . I said please don't hold my child back , because then she will be bored and try less. What do i know , I am only her mom, who works with her everyday. FRUSRTATING! anyways, had to get that out. thank gosh she is done for the week. So enough about that...... It seems like everytime you venture out to the store, something happens, sounds like me. I am relieved though for the simple fact i am not the only one. YOU pay $6.00 for milk? Are you nuts? Kidding , geez that would possibly break me. lol I know if you have to have it, you have too. Like I had to have this freakin top today from the store. Yeah right. I am spending again. Jason is about to cut off my allowance for the month. lol  I hope the day moves in a more positive direction for you. Is Paul working? Maybe when he gets home you will cheer up. i think maybe next time you go to the store, you should ask if you can just throw the money up on the counter with what you estimate to be , or they will get the wrath of SHANNON. hehe I know get inn the kitchen and cook something. You are less likely to screw that up. Unlike me! I think i might buy ya a plane ticket and come out here for awhile and be my personal  chef. just pack the dogs and Paul and cpome on out. Maybe seeing my insane house will make ya feel better. Write when you feel better, I truley hope it gets better otherwise write back and tell me where to put it.lol Well.... if it makes ya feel better I can handle it. I think...... Luv ya chicky , nickie. Sweet that rhymed. I am a weirdo. 

Hi Nickie and Jeff

Thank you so much for writing, I really appreciate it.  I am just very very tired now, you know how you just burn yourself out with the anger.   I'm spent.  I was too mad even to cook anything, so it's burritos tonite!

Nickie as usual you crack me up.  even tho your day wasn't exactly good, either!  

I can't think very good right now about anything cool or witty to say, I just wanted to thank you for writing - I really appreciate it. 

I hope you feel better, Jeff - you don't post much, I hope we see you more often, OK?

Love to all,

Shannon