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Sometimes i am me (HT)...
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Posted 11/2/2014 3:40 PM (GMT 0)
chaotic and psychotic thoughts. it's early am can't sleep. miss my partner.we know i will have to come back again to my expletive hole!!! hings will happen, just sad is all. she said i don't want you to come back; we remained strong, it has hit me now. irenes birthday tues. very heavy on my heart. i am feeling sad for all of the many others who have passed, too many. the guilt, the guilt. bye.
HopingForHope
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Posted 11/2/2014 7:51 PM (GMT 0)
Brand new here...
Rapid cycling and mixed episodes ARE h.e.double-hockey-sticks. (remember Radar from MASH?)
Ride it out. I think that guilt is usually misplaced.
So sorry for your sadness. New week ahead.
UserANONYMOUS
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Posted 11/3/2014 12:38 AM (GMT 0)
Hey Jamie,
Hugs to you...
I know Irene meant a lot to you. She was a nice neighbor. It will take time to feel better.
I too have been feeling a bit down and anxious since November started. Next weekend will be one year since dad passed. I'm hoping I can remain calm. It's really hard to accept it.
I think of Rob often too...he reminded me of my dad.
I hope you will feel better and be able to get some rest. Please know that we are here for you.
Take Care
UA
Sometimes i am me (HT)...
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Posted 11/3/2014 2:44 AM (GMT 0)
thanks guys. my healing prayers to you both.may we find peace.
Charmy
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Posted 11/3/2014 10:30 AM (GMT 0)
Hey HT! I hope you'll be feeling better soon and that this week will be a good one for you. I wish that you and your fiance could be together forever now already but I understand that you still have stuff to sort out before that can happen. It must be tough being apart. I can imagine how you feel. Just be strong and hang in there. I'm thinking of you. Always here for you mate. Lots of compassion coming your way!
Sometimes i am me (HT)...
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Posted 11/3/2014 10:42 AM (GMT 0)
thanks charmy. many healing thoughts to you as well.
UserANONYMOUS
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Posted 11/4/2014 1:49 AM (GMT 0)
Hope today's a better day for you Jamie.
UA
Sometimes i am me (HT)...
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Posted 11/4/2014 2:07 AM (GMT 0)
not good. will post later. thx.
Charmy
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Posted 11/4/2014 9:24 AM (GMT 0)
Hi HT! Hope you will be feeling better real soon. You are in my thoughts and prayers my friend. Post when you feel up to it. Take care!
UserANONYMOUS
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Posted 11/4/2014 10:56 AM (GMT 0)
You're in my thoughts Jamie...
UA
cilly
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Posted 11/5/2014 4:42 AM (GMT 0)
Hope Jamie things will turn up for better friend!
Sending healing thoughts your way~
Sometimes i am me (HT)...
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Posted 11/5/2014 7:16 AM (GMT 0)
thanks guys. am getting there, where is there, is it here, over there, where are you, are you here or there??? i was there but now i am here. ok, was having a bit of fun. naughty boy!!!!!!!!!!!!
Charmy
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Posted 11/5/2014 12:11 PM (GMT 0)
Glad to see you having some fun. It's a good sign. Shows me that you are starting to feel better again. Have a good day mate!
Sometimes i am me (HT)...
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Posted 11/5/2014 2:53 PM (GMT 0)
have a good one. tis' late, should be in bed. winding down. wish me luck.
UserANONYMOUS
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Posted 11/5/2014 7:51 PM (GMT 0)
Have fun... Laughter is the best medicine.
UA
Sometimes i am me (HT)...
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Posted 11/5/2014 10:13 PM (GMT 0)
bad bad night. back to bed. explain later.
UserANONYMOUS
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Posted 11/7/2014 11:59 AM (GMT 0)
Thinking of you...
Hope things will get better for you.
UA
Sometimes i am me (HT)...
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Posted 11/9/2014 9:57 AM (GMT 0)
i think you all know of my ad night, lets talk about
last night. skyped fiance' took the mirtazapine 5 minutes later i was zonking out. went to bed. awoke 3 hours later, bethroom and a little feed. half hour later i was back in bed and slept 7 hours straight. looked at the clock in amazement and thought i would just allow a little wake up time, this was another 3 and a half hours. feel awesome. just thought i would share this as it is for me, somebody who has not slept straight through in many years that is. AWESOME. thought i would write some-mails and post my success. love 2 all.
Charmy
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Posted 11/9/2014 11:13 AM (GMT 0)
Hi HT! This is awesome news. I celebrate with you. It must feel so amazing to be rested. May you continue to enjoy many hours of quality sleep. Keep well my friend.
Sometimes i am me (HT)...
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Posted 11/9/2014 11:22 AM (GMT 0)
TY.
UserANONYMOUS
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Posted 11/11/2014 12:47 PM (GMT 0)
Glad you were able to get some sleep Jamie!
Have a great day!
UA
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