It's Jan 26 2015 and just yesterday me and my fiance had what might have been our last argument ever. We've been together for a year and a half and we believe only God could have joined us together the way it all happened. I love him so much but I hate the way he treats me and talks to me. And how much literally lies about
everything. And lives a secretive life. He's been watching porn till I turned his Internet off but he just got a new phone. We had a shared account till he went and got his own account. He waste all his money on himself and selfish things. When he's promised he was saving for us a home or place to start our lives together. He'll tell me one second he can't live without me then next second tell me he's breaking up with me. He is selfish. Self absorbed. And puts himself...other things. And other people before me. I asked him last night if he's ever been diagnosed with being bipolar. And he said yes. I never knew that. But I knew there is nothing normal about
his behavior. It was to extreme. Like a roller coaster. Lying. Cheating. Hiding things. Mean. Violent. Abusive physically and verbally. Blame me for his behavior. It was to much to be normal that's when I started looking to see if it fir any behavior problems and I came across bipolar disorder. Only problem is it may be a day to late. Seeing that yesterday he asked for his ring back. We'll then he gave it back same night. Then asked for it back again same night. Roller coaster. Wears me out.
He always said help him. But I always thought he meant help him be by being a babysitter. And teach him right from wrong. I never knew he had a disorder that caused his behavior. I can't see myself with him the way he is...but through god I know there can be deliverance and freedom. I need people to be praying for me. And us. My heart is broken.
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