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Posted 3/18/2015 1:59 PM (GMT 0)
I'm feel very blue da ba dee da ba.....
shakehead cry

Sorry if I'm not on frequently and have not been of much support lately. I have been going through some personal things since the beginning of this year. I've been feeling more blue each day.
Things just seem to keep going downhill. Sometimes I feel as if things will never get better. The year started off bad and it will jut continue like that.

Had a very bad headache and neck pain since the night before. Felt like something wanted to burst in my head. Woke up my mother for meds. Only this morning my mother said let me check your pressure. It was 127/96. I know that's not alarming but it's high compare to my usual pressure. I never had a reading this high before. It's usually either low or good. I guess that explains the feeling in my head.

I've been late to work the last two days. I wish things can just get better and this awful feeling can just go away. sad

UA
Posted 3/18/2015 4:44 PM (GMT 0)
I'm sorry you are feeling blue, I hope you start to feel better soon. Being in pain ie: headache will raise your blood pressure so I'm not surprised it was a little high.

Feel better soon.
Posted 3/18/2015 6:10 PM (GMT 0)
here for you. i hope you feel better soon. many healing thoughts.
Posted 3/19/2015 1:13 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks everyone.

Reysone, I hope you feel better too.

UA
Posted 3/31/2015 12:12 PM (GMT 0)
Well, things have started looking up, then it looked down and it was back to being blue. Then I started feeling better and then back to not feeling good.
I guess I have good days and bad days. This year, it's just more bad days so far.

I have decisions to make, but I cannot make them while feeling like this.
I am just trying to take things slowly, look at the positives even though they may be little for me right now, practice my deep breathing and get through each day.

UA
Posted 3/31/2015 4:27 PM (GMT 0)
good move on not making decisions when you are doing it rough. i am sorry you are blue. know that we are here for you. many healing thoughts i send.
Posted 4/1/2015 1:23 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks HT.

Hopefully I'll see the rainbow someday!

UA
Posted 4/1/2015 7:12 PM (GMT 0)
Wishing you sunshiny days and lots of rainbows, UA!!
Posted 4/2/2015 1:24 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks AngelLisa. How are you doing? Haven't seeing you much lately. I hope everything is okay...

We dropped my mom at the airport this morning. She's going to the US for a holiday for one month. Just me at home now.

UA
Posted 4/3/2015 1:10 AM (GMT 0)
I'm doing okay, I've been hanging out mostly in the anxiety forum, also depression some. I check the Bipolar forum everyday though. :)

Wow, a whole month alone, you gonna throw any wild parties? LOL.... What you got planned for your mini vacation from mom, anything?

Hope you are doing well!!!
Posted 4/5/2015 3:55 AM (GMT 0)
No parties. I'm gonna try to be a good girl. Lol.
If I change my mind about having a party, I'll be sure to invite all of you.

I have work Mon to Fri, so I'll just be home on weekends. No plans. I still have decisions to make. I know I'm still not in the best frame of mind, but I am going to start it. Maybe write them down or something.

UA
Posted 4/6/2015 2:31 AM (GMT 0)
action plan. good to prioritize them. feel better soon.
Posted 4/7/2015 1:34 AM (GMT 0)
Thanks HT. I started but it seems to confused me a bit more. Lol.

I am thinking about resuming my studies, but I have to figure out what area I want to study first. It's going to be a challenge figuring out this.

UA
Posted 4/7/2015 3:22 PM (GMT 0)
Blue is a good color. We all wear it so well! Think of it if your yellow ... Go to the hospital. This isn't good. We all fight off grey. You can't say black or white without someone getting upset. If your red ... You have either embarrassed your self or need to buy better sun screen. Pink ... Yuk unless your Barbie this isn't a good look. If your green. Stay off boats and don't drink too much or you will turn yellow too eventually. Purple people need to be on the look out for purple people eaters good thing they only have one eye.
I think that blue is good. Lol. Blue allows for zany silliness with a basket case of excuses.
Orange ... Oompaloompas ... Come one could be worse. smurf
Posted 4/8/2015 2:18 PM (GMT 0)
Very nice Pain$herlock!

My favorite colour is blue, but I don't like feeling blue. Lol

UA
Posted 4/8/2015 11:15 PM (GMT 0)
Listen to Rolling Stones paint it black ... Beats the Blues ... Maybe someone just yelled " oh no she didn't !"
Posted 4/10/2015 12:38 AM (GMT 0)
I will youtube and listen now! I haven't listened to them in quite a while...

UA
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