going under for the third time

hello all ive been away in hospital for the last three weeks ive been home for two days.This darn illness is clever it sneeks up on you an bites you on the bum!!!!.I had been feeling ok id found this site an felt like i wasent alone any more then about4 weeks ago i got my cable tv bill my computer had run up a bill of 750 pounds i was on dial up an got a virus thesame day my landlord told me he was selling up  then that evening my mother was rushed to hospital what a day !!!!!

So itook all my pills the only way round it i thought  my sister found me an so hospital i went it was touch an go for a while so they say

any way my meds got changed

im on risperidone 2 mills once aday carbamazepine 200mills twiceaday an venlafaxine75 mills once a day  what adiffrence i feel 100% better   the problems are still there but the dont seem so bad   the worst thing is having to get them daily as they say i cant be trusted yet i suppose the are only thinking of me really   so ithought id let you no i havent deserted the site

ps   im on broadband now lol      cliff

horazontal,

missed you here - thought you had taken a holiday to the bahamas or tahiti.  (don't we wish - lol).

i had the same dolling out of my meds after my last stupidity in 2001,  my wife was the gate keeper.  when my back hurt so badly that i couldn't stand up or walk, she dolled out a pain pill.  it wasn't really that bad, nut it feal like it at the time. 

remember, "this, too, shall pass."  it helped me through the worst of my bad times.

glad you're out of hiospital.  nut how did you manage that horrendous internet bill?  when i lived in england (1976 - 1984)  and was lecturing 750 pounds was a month's salary!  i knew inflation would get bad bad once maggie got out of office .wasn't it michael foote who succeeded her?  memory gets hazy you know.

hang in there, horizontal.  you're stronger then this diseaase.  and smarter, too (what do brain chemicals know, anyway?)

warren