roxyluvr,
When I have my episodes, I am (somewhat) conscious of my actions. I lose track of time and have racing thoughts but I think there are warning bells ringing going of in my head, and I just ignore them. But the longer I go without being stable, it gets hard to distinguish what reality is.
The only times I don't remember was when alcohol was involved. Driving a car was bad for me, I noticed after the fact that I become more aggressive/reckless in that state of mind.
Olivia
Post Edited (olivia of course) : 7/14/2007 4:14:06 PM (GMT-6)