Well I went to a wonderful phychiatrist and he put me on 3 things - Lexapro, Lamictal & Clonazapam (I think those are right - may have spelled wrong) but anyway, I am at the end of my first week and already see such a great change. I am SOOO happy.
I go for med checks end of next week (does anyone know if blood will be taken?) Everyone has noticed a change and this is only 1 week - Thank you God!! I can't wait to see how things change in the 5 to 6 weeks he says I will feel full effect.
Just wanted to share. 
Thanks for listening