My Nikkidog died last Sunday....... (M)

When I married Tony I was always asked about his dog. I was never a dog person so I always said she came with the husband. That was 8 years ago. At the time when we got together she was 7 years old. Her name was Nikki but when Jordan was born we kept telling her.. "see Nikki dog.."be nice to Nikki dog" ... and the name stuckand became Nikkidog. She started having problems about three months ago. She kept peeing all over my carpet. Kidney meltdown. She was 15 years old. She had big brown eyes... never jumped on anyone... never barked... a perfect dog.

Last Sunday she couldnt' stand up when I went to get her. We think she had a stroke. I carried downstairs her downstairs and we made a place for her on the chair cushion from outside. We covered her with blankets and put a pillow under her head. For three hours we stayed with her. We knew that there was nothing that we could or should do at that point. She passed away at noon.

While Tony was digging a grave for her Jordan and I walked outside. She looked at the hole and looked at us and said.. "Daddy, I dont' have a dog no more." We told her no, that Nikkidog had gone on to heaven. Then she said "Can we get a bunny?" ............... out of the mouths of babes.

She went to a friend's house for a play date. Came home with a little stuffed dog. I told her when she looked at that she could think of Nikkidog. She then walked out of the house and back to the rear of the yard where the grave was. I called Tony as I thought she was going to just lie the stuff dog on Nikkidog's grave.

She didn't

She got down on her knees and started to pray. Oh my Lord.... I lost it at that point. All I could do was cry. I realized then my child knew and understood that there is a greater power in this world. And that sometimes life is not fair. All Tony heard when he went to pick her up was " okay God Nikkidog is in heaven now so take care of her" " But " I would like to have her back "......

I dont' know when that dog got in my heart but she did. I kept looking for her the other night cause I was cutting cake for dessert and she wasn't around. And then I tried to pet her one night as she would always lay by my side of the bed. For not being a dog person I loved that NikkiDog.

Thank you Candy

One thing that she used to do was lie at the top of the stairs and look down. We always called her a Cherokee dog called she had the biggest brown eyes. Anyways... I could have sworn I saw her at the top of the stair the other night. And Jordan was calling for her. She told me.. " I see Nikkidog all over the place.". My heart just breaks..........

Hi Annette,

I'm sorry for your loss. I'm a kitty person, which I never thought I'd be. But pets are pets, and the really special ones hurt for a long time. Prayers for Nikkidog and your family.

L&H,

Rita

Dear Annette,

I am so sorry about Nikkidog. I am a dog and cat person. And losing them is never easy. I think that it was wonderful though that she could be at home and have you all with her and her last moments weren't in a vet's office. I know my vet once said that is rare- and it is such a blessing for the pet and the owner. I lost my two cats within 11 months of eachother. One who I had for almost 18 years I held in my arms at the vets for her final moments.

After she died her "sister" (my other cat) would jump off the couch and stand there as if she was nose to nose with her. She did this many times. Sometimes she would follow something with her eyes and I knew exactly what she was looking at. They never leave you. They really don't.

Annette...I am sitting here wiping my eyes as they are leaking! I am a dog lover and have two right now. I can't imagine losing one of them. How sweet Jordon must be to go out and say a prayer. Sounds like Nikkidog had a wonderful life and is now watching over you from above. Sending hugs your way...

L&H
Sara