Jo-Ann: Oh my friend, what can I say? I know how frustrated and angry you are and you have every right to be. It just isn't fair! Especially when you feel that you are really all alone but please remember that we are all there with you. You are not one to give up. If that were the case, you wouldn't be here right now. You are a fighter. You helped me after my rediagnosis. The packages and cards and words of strength that you sent to my family and myself helped us get over the rough times. So, now it is your turn. Whatever you need, I am there. Tx isn't that far from Mo. If I feel that you are giving up, I will jump in the van and pickup any of the gals on the way that want to come with me. Trust me, when we are all there, in your teeny tiny house, you will not know what happened! You won't have a chance to feel anything but positive.
Please remember how much you are loved by all of us here. And please don't be afraid to ask for whatever you need.
Love, hugs, prayers and lots of positive thoughts! Deb
P.S. Since you will have a lady on each side, I will be right behind you, not holding you up but pushing you!