I just stopped by and saw your post. Wow, you have a lot going on. You are on the treatment program I was on -- 4 AC and 12 weekly Taxol. I also had 35 rads. I am much older than you, but I did very well as I am sure you will. It was about
this time in my treatment when I decided that this disease will not define my life and it seems you are close to that realization also.
Keep working at this, stay as positive as you can and know that there are strong women here who will help as well as listen. Come back to vent, ask questions and to help others who are newly diagnosed.
Stay Positive!
Judy