Hi,
My name is Kim, a 43 yr old wife and mother of 6 from Northern Vancouver Island, in Canada. In mid June, while shaving my arm pits I found a lump. Chick pea sized. (looks bigger on the mammogram though and it is sort of long and not round like it feels) It is close to my left breast just below that muscle on the inside of your arm pit. I went to the doctor to have it checked. They sent me for a mammogram, and after the doctor saw the first set wanted more, which they did, same day, and now I am waiting to get an ultra sound. They wanted to do it that day but couldn't (great medical system) and now I am waiting until the 5th of August. It is pure torture. I saw it...the lump...this milky white, sort of elongated round mass in there, on the computer screen. Why can't they say...oh...we have seen this a million times...it is...xyz...NOT cancer....or...abc...it looks suspicious...nothing..just we have to get an ultra sound, and maybe a biopsy.
I am not really sure what I am wanting to know by posting here...I guess I am just trying really hard not to fall apart, and let that little sliver of fear in my chest take me over, before I know...because there is still a chance it is not...cancer, right? I just can't wrap my head around this...that it is happening.
Anyways, a little introduction, before I start snooping around, and reading up, and "meeting" some of you, and reading your stories. I am glad I found this place, and hope to find information and some insight into what is happening with me :)
Bye for now,
Kim