M,I remember when I had to do 12 rounds of chemo and I started to count down from 12 - 0. One day it dawned on me to count up from 0 - 12 as I could see the progress easier that way.
I am glad you have the real count and know I worry and care about you. Remember to feed your faith and your fears will starve to death.
Snail mail on the way to you !
Gentle Hugs to you,
Kitt