Posted 11/8/2005 10:08 AM (GMT 0)
Donna, sorry I haven't been on for a few days, bad days. I had my 2nd chemo yes. All bones and body parts on alert today. I think it was you that told me that this would ease up, and then it would be about time for another. I'm not sure. Well, i am up , hurting, you know the routine. (Man I can't type at all after I have these things, keep having to go back and fix things.) Hoping this is not the insomnia again. I did have a big bump of Decadron yes, so i guess i know what to expect.
My hair is falling out now, so i already have my wig washed, and i would say ready to go. But basically all i do is go to docs off. Its always back to back, it seems. Really puts a strain on an 'old clunker'. My daughter is taking the hair falling out worse than me, bless her heart. She says she's not used to me with no hair, I told her she wasn't used to me with one boob either, but, oops there it is. I mostly joke with her, when she sees me comb it. I usually keep it up in a clip, but, when you have to brush it, it is going to fall out. I don't know whether to cut it shorter or not just yet, I have all most shoulder length. Was thinkig less weight maybe it could hang on a bit longer. I have no idea.
That neupogen worked a number on me. Hopefully my #'s won't fall this time, and I can dodge that. Got a good count yes anyway, 11.6, I think she said. Long enough to get the treatment. Thank you for the prayers as I do you in mine.