Posted 10/16/2007 3:13 AM (GMT 0)
Well, the ultrasound results came back today and showed only normal tissues. I've asked my doctor for a mammogram and she agreed to schedule me for a diagnostic. She feels that worst case, we find something and go from there... however, she believes we probably won't find anything and if that's the case we have a baseline mammogram for future reference. SO, now I'm scheduled for the 29th of Oct, only day that would fit into my work schedule (I just started with a new company and have no vacation time built up for too many medical appts!)
The left breast in starting to feel slightly different - fuller and kind of achy but not painful, don't know if that's because I keep poking at it to see if the lump went away or if I just imagined it... or if lump is still there or getting bigger or just good old mother nature (even though the other one feels totally normal)! I also had a very slight discharge from the nipple this morning, kind of yellowish... but my cycle starts next week, so odds are it's nothing.
I just found out from my birth mom (don't know her family too well...long story and my dad's adopted... even longer story) that she's not aware of any breast cancer in our family but there's a lot of ovarian, cervical, uterine and colon cancers on both her mom and dad's sides of our family. She and my aunt both found lumps, both had them removed and both were found to be just lumps. So hopefully that's in my favor... don't know if the other cancers are against me though. I've already had a cervical cancer scare about 10 years ago... had a LEEP done (CYN II found) but they seem to have gotten everything before it matured too far. SO, I'm pretty good about getting to see the docs on schedule for routine things and I do any self checks I can regularly.... that's how I found this lump.
Anyway, hopefully all this worry will be for nothing. I'm trying hard not to focus on this stuff too much of the day... just because I think it could make you crazy but it's still hard not to think about it occasionally and play the "what if" game with myself. I'm sure you all know about that all too well...
Thanks for "listening"!! Jen