Hello mr and I am sorry to here about
what you are goin through.
First what concerns me is that your doctor would tell you that that isnt a high enough dose to get addicted to. I dont see how any doctor can say that as every person is unique and there for there is no constant in anything or any med. There may be a majority but not a defendant.
Second I really dont think you have an addition problem either but a physical dependancy as others have stated.
My daughter is a recover herion addict. She stole, lied, lost jobs, friends, and was willing to do whatever she could to get high and you defendantly do not sound like that.
But as always consult with your doctor and am glad that you are aware or your limitations and you concerns but just be aware that you should not at your own expence of suffering.
I am in that place right now and took myslef off of all pain meds expt napersion and I suffer everyday some days not even being able to fuction.
The reason I do this is because I am afraid that my daugher will get my meds and relasp and I quess in some ways I am afraid of addition myself because of her...
But the thread about addition and dependance is a great artical and puts alot in to prespective I suggest you read it, it was very helpful to me.
Lara