Sorry, it's been a WHILE!!!

     So sorry for not being around for a while, I'm very sorry, I've just been going through a lot!  I've been doing SO much in preparation for this surgery, for the implant of the stim.  I decided to go through with it, after much consideration and talking with my doctor.  I feel that this might be helpful for me to some degree!  I really need some relieve and I hope this is what I need!

     I am going tonight for a MRI, my last one before the implant, and this is to look for the Cauda Equina that we were so worried about!!  Thank you all on that great advice!!  Also, I took your great advice as well and I'm getting a Urodynamics Test too, tomorrow!!  So we can get to the bottom of this incontinence mess!  My doc was very good about those questions and he wants to make sure that things are ok before I go for the implant!  So, I hope that things work out for the best!

     Oh, and I didn't mention, the surgery is on the 18th, which is Monday!  So, I'm very nervous, but I have many positive thoughts too!!  I can't wait until this is over with, that is what's on my mind lately!!  LOL!  I just want to be done with the planning and testing for now!

     I will be spending the week with my parents, so I may or may not have internet access, but I will let you all know what happened after I return!

     I hope that everyone is having a low pain day!  I haven't been having ANY of those as of late, and I'm really looking forward to some relief!  And I hope that everyone is doing well!  SO SO SORRY for not being around, but reality called, and I had to answer!  LOL!  So, hello to all my friends, and my support has never left, neither has my thoughts or prayers for you all!  Thank you for being there for me, and helping me through this rough time!  I appreciate having such wonderful people to support, and be supported!  You are all so great!  Thank you!

I read in the beach party that you had something going on!?   I'm very concerned and want to know what's been going on, please direct me, or PM me and tell me which thread so you don't have to repeat it?!  Thank you!  I do hope that you are doing well and having a LPD!  Sorry that I've been away for so long, but I've really been going through some pain, and income issues!  I am healing now, but should be around, I hope!!

Since I've been gone, I have thought of this little family, and I haven't forgotten anyone, I have been worried about all of you, hoping that you have LPD's, and have had you all in my thoughts and prayers!