Posted 1/15/2013 9:39 PM (GMT 0)
Hey all, I've just been having a rough time the last couple of weeks. My back pain seems to be a little more consistent, not quite so many pain flairs, but the feet and ankles are at an all time high; they are most definately getting worse; last week, my son was trying to climb on my lap, and he stepped on my left foot, it hurt so bad, I thought maybe he had crushed the bones in there. It was as bad, if not worse, than the pain, the day I woke up after my back surgery, definately a 10 of 10! Trying to put socks and shoes on is almost as painful. I'm a little embarrassed to say that I've taken to wearing my slippers to the bank and the grocery store the last two times that I had to go.
Not much planned for the week, I have obligations at the lodge that I have to fulfill, I was elected to be Junior Warden this year, and I wont back down from that no matter how bad I hurt, I feel like I may not be able to do this agian, it's a 3 year commitment to go through the officer's line, and I don't know if I'll have the ability to go through this again, especially if things are going to get worse medically.
Still in limbo with work comp; spending alot of my free time looking at schools. I don't know if it's going to be in the cards for me to go back to work or not, but I want to give it my best shot. If I end up not going back to work, it never hurts to be more educated lol, and maybe I could get a teaching job at the college as a welding instructor if I get my BS degree lol; that's a pretty kick back job; I did that as part of my work experience credits for my AS degree.
Well, I'm looking at houses out of town right now with my older brother. He just got a new job down the hill back in October, and him and his wife are considering moving closer to his job, and have offered to let me and my son stay with them, they're in a 2 bedroom appartment right now, but want to find a 3-4 bedroom house; they can afford it now, and he's done with his 90 day job probation. And it would be a lot closer to my doctor's office, schools, and a few other things too. If we move, it will be at the end of February when their lease is up on their appartment.
Well, hope everyone has a good week. Take care all, hope your all having lower pain weeks. God bless.
PS the weather here is HORRIBLE lol. This is Southern California, and it hasn't gotten over 35 degrees F in the last week, been down in the teens at night. What gives?