Hi all! Here's a little background to lead up to my question. (I've been told so many times I talk too much but I always feel the need to "paint a picture" for people. Its my conceptual side.
I have always suffered off and on with depression since as far back as I can remember. I will go through periods, then be ok and not have to take anything. However, there are things that will "spark" it back up. Wellbutrin is the anti-depressant I take, and at times I take Xanax for anxiety on an as-needed basis which is very, very rarely. For instance when I was going through my divorce I started having anxiety attacks.
After the past few years, I have noticed that my moods fluctuate more often. I have my good days where I'm in a great mood, very social, more tolerable of people who on my "grumpy" days I don't have much tolerance for, things of that nature. Then i have my days where I am just depressed. I have actually thought, what happened to the old me? I used to love my personality! I feel like my personality has changed so much! The mood disorder whose symptoms seem to closely match what I am experiencing is called Cychlothimia (a very mild form of bi-polar disorder).
Coincidentally, my issues with back and joints began a few years ago as well, as did the treatment which included Oxycodone, Flexeril, and Celebrex.
Now for my question. Has anyone experienced this? Symptoms of some mood disorder appeared during treatment for the chronic pain you suffer? Obviously, depression is common as a result of what we deal with on a daily basis, but I wonder if the drugs prescribed also have anything to do with it as well?
Going to a professional to find out if I really have a mood disorder, or if i'm crazy and just a normal moody female!
But I wanted your opinions and experiences as well.
Thanks for your input! Wishing everyone a wonderful and blessed evening!
Post Edited (painpreemie) : 9/1/2013 8:03:10 PM (GMT-6)