Thank you all for your support and encouragement and also your words of wisdom!!! I really appreciate you all taking the time to lend support.
I laughed at the "bumpy road" question... (Yes.... I cringe at some of the roads around here... I'm in the NE part of the country and the roads are terrible lol) and I cried (happy tears) at the idea of having the baby climb into my lap to be rocked.... I hadn't thought of that. Such a good idea!!! I have a rocking chair in his room, so that should work just fine. I'll try not to rock....haha :)
I just received a call from the surgeons office. They wanted me to know they have the surgery listed as urgent. I spoke to my comp carrier yesterday and they are hopefully going to push this through quickly. I saw the surgeon for the first time, only 2 weeks ago.
You see, this is all pretty new.... I saw a neurologist for 8 months that thought I had a stretched braxial plexus nerve and diagnosed me with BFS (benign fasciculations syndrom)....
It wasn't until I decided to go see a massage therapist and chiropractor, that I was told the neck injury was serious.He explained what he saw on my MRI and EMG..... He sent me to see a spine specialist who then immediately referred me to the surgeon.
The injury wasn't handled correctly by the first neurologist I saw. Which really irks me.... How can someone in that field not see the correlation between my symptoms and the MRI images??? He told me the muscle fasciculations were benign. Even though I KNEW that they were somehow linked to the other symptoms. They are at their worst on my bad days. The last time I saw that Neuro, at that point my foot was showing the effects as well as my arms and hands.
Now that I'm slightly educated about
what's going on, when I read the symptoms of cervical myelopathy.... it's as if you could put a picture of me, next to the descript
ion.... lol. The only thing I don't have yet, is diapers....... ;) ;) It's a textbook case, and I'm edit at that neurologist. For 6 months, he sent me for testing for all types of disease.... Als, MS etc..... What a waste of precious time. Especially considering that the longer you are presenting myelopathic symptoms, the worse your chances of recovery are.....
The other Dr I went to, took one look at it and said I need surgery and that no time should be wasted. And I was told prior to seeing him, that he is very conservative and doesn't suggest surgery quickly. But he did. Obviously he saw what the other Dr missed...... So I went to see the surgeon 2 weeks ago when he ordered new MRI to be done. On the latest MRI, the spinal cord on the right is deformed by about
50%, which is why he considers the surgery urgent.
It's been an absolute roller coaster.
For awhile I was told to just rest, then for awhile I was told I may have some degenerative neurologic disease..... I am at this point, thanking my lucky stars that this is a mechanical failure..... not something that may kill me..... Lol
I think that's why I am feeling overwhelmed with all of this.
I read the same thing about
the shoulder surgery and the comparison to neck surgery..... Which is relieving!! The shoulder recovery was very difficult and it took me 7 months to get me arm working the right way again. I was also breastfeeding the baby at the time, so if I can get through that, I will get through this. I think my biggest challenge will be not overdoing it.....
The lyrica I just started, is sure making me loopy. Hopefully I adjust to it. It's definitely helping my pain, so I am willing to deal with the effects. I remember after having my shoulder done, needing to stay ahead of the pain.... So I will keep that in mind. I hate the loopy feeling!!!
My biggest concern at this point, is if these symptoms are permanent. I know that the surgery won't reverse the nerve damage, so my hope is that I wake up without weakness..... However, I am being realistic. I know it may take time. I just hope it's not more than 8 months or I will lose my job title and seniority. Maybe I am being UN realistic about
my return to my job....haha. If football players can return to playing, doesn't that mean I could return to my job? Sure it's physically demanding, but is it not a good idea to do that type of manual labor for 20 more years?? Some of my Dr s have said I shouldn't continue in that field, or I will most definitely require more surgery and have a poor quality of life. The surgeon basically gave it a wait and see approach when I asked about
the future of my job..... The uncertainty is the worst of this for me.
Thank you all again for spending time to reply. It does help to have others to relate to and I do feel like this is a little family.... Funny that technology can bring us together this way!!!
Thank you all so much......
Xoxoxo
Lila
Lila, I had to edit a word out in your post, the forum has rules about
language. Since we never know the ages of who is reading our posts we have to keep it clean. Non members can view & read our posts too. Thanks
Post Edited By Moderator (straydog) : 9/17/2014 8:23:39 AM (GMT-6)