Wow, Lori...It seems as if you and I have even more in common, with entirely too much on our proverbial plate. You may HAVE TO cut back (or out) of some of your church duties. I know, believe me. It's hard to say "no" or "I simply can't do this", with "can't" being a word I abhor. Sometimes we have to take inventory of our lives, and cut back (or out) those things that exhaust our aching bodies and stressed minds. I had to make those hard choices last year, as my energy was depleted at the end of the day, and I needed my weekends to recharge. I gave up my Sunday School class, which I had taught forever. I left the choir (adult, youth and Son-shiners) including Christmas cantata and children's production. I attend and enjoy, but I'm no longer responsible for making it happen. I resigned from several committees including Bible School and Youth Fund Raising. I felt broken and ashamed, but I had to lighten my load where I could. I still attend every Sunday. I sing with the congregation instead of the choir. I am a student in senior adult SS class even though I'm 53. I prefer a slower paced Sunday. I still provide cupcakes for Son-shiners, though often store bought now. I participate in the Nursing Home Ministry. That's all I can give right now, with my demanding career deadlines, poor health, a needy mom and MIL @ 88 and 81, not to mention home and hubby with 2 Dalmatians.
I can't imagine the stress of sales and retail...having to deal with customers, period...especially with the holidays upon us. That stress alone takes its toll on your mind and body, as you know.
I'm going to do some research on your GYN/RAD report of vaginal cuff imagery. I will get back to you on that. The cause of your back pain remains unidentified, which is troubling. I'm SO SORRY you're suffering, Lori.
Hugs~~Dixie