Denim,
I haven't responded because - and please forgive me if I'm wrong here - it seems like this is an issue you keep struggling with, and since anti-depressants aren't "prn" meds, you need to make some peace with the issue one way or another, and then stay the course.
I'm on an anti-depressant, and only since all the CP started. There are very physiological reasons why many CPP's end up with depression. The neurotransmiters involved with depression are also involved with pain. So it's not in your head. Mind and body and not separate. So you can struggle with the depression that may be created by CP and/or other things, or decide to try to deal with the physical aspects with an anti-depressant, and work with a therapist to deal with the pain and other aspects of life that are changed by pain. The best outcomes for depression are with a combination of medication and psycotherapy.
It's certainly true that no medication is without side effects. But there are side effects to NOT taking one that's needed, too. If you had diabetes and needed insulin, would you refuse it? Depression is no less a physical illness. But it can take some time to find the right ant--depressant and dose, and for a small percentage of people, there may not be a medication that helps. Most will find one that at least eases the depression if they keep working with a specialist, and in this case a specialist should probably be a psychiatrist working with your pain management doctor. If your PCP is prescribing the anti-depressant, that could be one reason why a satisfactory one is more difficult to find, as they aren't specialists. They're find for a basic, mild to moderate depression, but once it gets complicated - as with any other illness - specialists are needed.
There's a pretty big difference between cymbalta and wellbutrin, and I don't know why wellbutrin would be your doctor's second choice. I'm not a doctor, but have worked in the mental health field. Again, forgive me if I'm wrong or being intrusive, but I thought I remembered at one time you mentioned bipolar. You last post makes me wonder. If that is the case, wellbutrin can aggravate bipolar disorder. If your doctor was looking for something to help with pain and depression (remember what I said earlier - they have similar physiological mechanisms, which is why some anti-depressants help with pain), perhaps ask about
effexor. But I am not a doctor and you really should consult a specialist about
this, so you can get the best choices for you.
I do hope you'll make peace with trying something to help withn your depression, but since it can take a couple of months for these medications to take full effect, it's not something you want to go back and forth on. Plus it can take awhile to find the right dose, and maybe even switching anti-depressants may be needed.
Hope this helps some.
Good luck with your decision.
PaLady
Post Edited (PAlady) : 6/4/2009 3:31:32 PM (GMT-6)