Posted 9/12/2015 5:04 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Everyone and thank you for the warm welcome and replies! I have been in much pain since my birthday dinner on Sept. 7th. I also have been in very stressful situations with 2 of my loved ones. Ever since the dinner and arguing my stomach went into another flare up. The chest pain/stomach tightening, burning, bloating, rumbling is through the roof! I don't even know if that's an appropriate term to use because I feel the pain all the time, feels like 24/7, but all I know is it got much worse. I am hoping to get a any relief soon. I was doing better when I was home more and scheduling my meals. I can't believe I have to work my life around food and get nervous to leave the house due to how painful this gets. It's been a month since I started a bland diet and no alcohol, although I think I can be doing even better and more disciplined on a stricter diet. What I think is bland and boring is probably even too much for my stomach to handle right now. I feel like all I can handle is liquids, if that!
Straydog, I went to a therapy group last night that focuses on anxety/depression and got some advice for coping skills/techniques to lower anxiety. I believe I am going to have to go back on antidepressants soon. I was on a low dosage of valium for awhile, but I ran out and can't get to the doctor. I had asked doctors about pain meds and they said there are none for gastritis and they can irritate it worse, like you mentioned. I also want to switch to something less addictive and find the right psychiatrist which seems to be a job in and of itself.Right now I have no car and I am hoping to have one by the end of the week or beginning of next. It is so hard to get around where I live without a car and I don't have anyone to drive me to doctor appointments, so that is adding to my stress.
Rocckyd, I was put on carafate which I feel was the only thing that helped. I called my doctor to ask if I am taking my meds the right way and his receptionist called me back to tell me to stop the carafate, which I don't want to do. I have to get to the office to talk with him. I am so confused!
pitmom, I would mostly drink on an empty stomach to enhance the effect and I know that was bad news. Once, I poured whiskey in a paper cup and saw how it ate through it, yet I still drank. I used to think to myself, "If it's eating through a paper cup, imagine what it's doing to your insides" but that didn't stop me because I never resolved my underlying issues that caused me to become alcoholic. I am working on that now but it's very difficult! I have been lucky to meet someone who has taken me to a few meetings and when I feel decent, I can walk to one that is very close by. I don't like to leave the house for too long in case the pain worsens, which limits me. I think I might benefit from the B.R.A.T.T. diet. My primary doctor told me about that once. I am going to try it. As if getting sober isn't enough without all this pain on top of it all! Ugh. I see all the tempting cake and cookies at meetings which makes it harder. I think they should have atleast a fruit platter or something healthy but hey I'm not there for the treats although I wish I could have one. I want to try something herbal but don't want to mix too many different meds/remedies.
nvrthesame98, thank you for sharing your personal story with me. I am sorry for your losses. Stories like that help me realize how deadly and painful this addiction is. I need to keep that up front. I also had no idea in the past how much a role stress and anxiety plays in gut damage. I need to keep that up front also. The not knowing for years what I had going on in my stomach out of fear of the endoscopy and diagnoses did a number on me too. I am very grateful to have found this site. What you said here is so true..."We are constantly on the lookout for anything we can find or do to bring about any amount of relief." Also, as you said I do need to be patient with this and that is not one of my virtues! Love your quote btw Vickie.
A speaker at my AA meeting the other night was touching on this and it is UNBELIEVABLE true for me and I know many other people.
Gonna hang in there...