Posted 3/25/2019 2:00 PM (GMT 0)
hey hello,
My name is Meracle (not my real name) and I want to introduce myself to you guys.
I live in the Netherlands, in a city called Dordrecht.
Last year was when all the problems began; and my life came to a stop.
I have been struggling with pain in my feet quite some time now, it goes that far back that I don't remember not having pain in my feet after a day of work/walking/fun.
2 years ago my doctor diagnosed me with heel spurs, and sent me home with some exersizes and the fact that I needed gel soles. All set and sone; or so we thought. the pain that was supposed to get less over time with some rest and care, only got worse. so Februari 2018 was the time I went to my physical therapist to help me. He thought it was heel spurs too, and that it should get better now I was recieving my psysical therapy. But 6 weeks in, it did not get better, only worse. The massages, tape and excersizes did not help properly, so they descided it was time to go to the hospital to run some tests. First, I was given an echo of my heels, where they said that my heel chambers had a leak, so I was walking right on the bone of my heel. To test this theory, I got sent to a Orthopedist. He asked for some x-rays to be made, and according to those, he diagnosed me with chronic fasciitis plantaris, and gave me 2 options: I could either get some injections in my heels against the pain, or have both feet set in casts. By this time, the pain was so bad I could not walk and work anymore, but I could still stand on my tippy toes to go to the toilet etc. I was reluctant, had a bad gut feeling. but because multiple people were pressuring me, I chose to go for the casts. They were supposed to be on for 6 weeks, but I only made it 18 days. The first week, the pain began, the second I could not stand on my toes anymore, and half a week later I begged them to take it off; I felt like I was dying.
The casts were removed, and a week later my physician diagnosed me with CRPS (chronic regional pain syndrome). I went to the hospital to get that put on paper, but again, after some physical research the doctor told me the diagnosis was wrong. In the meantime, the pain spread to my ankles, knees and toes. The painkillers I used to take stopped working, and everything we tried painkiller wise, did not work. So here I am, in intense pain, with pain attacks almost every other day, nothing to soothe the pain and no diagnosis. We are busy running tests, like my bloodworks are in Germany as we speak to run thorough tests for Lyme, but I am helpless. I do not know what to do. without working painkillers and a diagnosis, I cannot do anything, we cannot get into therapy because we do not know what causes the pain, and because of the pain, the only thing I am able to lie on the couch. I have a chronic fatigue, sleep 14-18 hours a day and I am not the person I was before.
I hope to get her back someday.